I found this list masa tengah search2 file2 lama di dalam my computer.. List nie abang and me buat before kitaorang kahwin.. just untuk suka2... and kebanyakkan daripada list nie semua di penuhi...... Kelakarlah pulak bila teringat zaman bercouple.. rasa indah ajer... rasa mcm nak putar balik masa ke masa yang dulu... hahahaha
WHAT I WANNA DO WITH MY ABANG
1) Nak makan kat kenny Rogers sama2 ( FULFILL)
2) Tengok wayang bersama sambil pegang tangan ( FULFILL)
3) Jalan2 dekat shopping complex sambil pegang tangan ( FULFILL)
4) Suap makan dengan tangan ( FULFILL)
5) tutup mulut bila menguap ( FULFILL)
6) Nak abang potongkan ayam kat kenny rogers ( FULFILL coz i x pandai potong ayam)
7) nak gi Genting Highland dengan abang sambil pimpin tangan ( Pergi Genting.. tapi x pegang tangan.. coz Bergaduh di Genting.. Pergi pada 25 December 2006 Celebrate anniversary yang ke 2)
8) kiss kat tangan,kat pipi,kat dagu ( ambil gambar) ( FULFILL after kahwin)
9) Jalan kat pantai sambil pegang tangan ( FULFILL)
10) duduk dalam bas 2 sit sama2 sambil pegang tangan ( x pernah FULFILL)
11) letak kepala kat bahu abang ( X berapa Ingat)
12) nak kesat mulut abang dengan tisu/tangan ( Kesat dengan tisu.. geli dengan tangan.. hahahah)
13) naik cable car sama2 ( FULFILL)
14) makan kat pizza hut sama2 ( Banyak kali FULFILL)
15) melawat muzium sambil pegang tangan ( X pegang tangan pun.. coz pergi dengan my siblings..)
16) sentuh kening,janggut,misai,pipi , muka abang ( FULFILL)
17) nak pegang hidung abang (FULFILL)
18) duduk malam2 sambil tengok bintang dan bulan sama2.. (pegang tangan) ( Kelakarnya... x menjadi pun... maybe somedaylah..)
19) nak dengar abang menyanyi. ( Banyak kali FULFILL.. coz abang suka menyanyi.. even masa kitaorang punya first night lepas kahwin abang nyanyi lagu " dewi" )
20) ambil gambar banyak2 ( FULFILL)
21) tilik tangan abang/ main2 dengan tangan abang ( hahahah.. FULFILL)
22) abang tido atas peha sambil main rambut abang ( FULFILL after kahwin.. )
23) naik train sama2.. sambil pegang tangan ( X leh pegang pun.. sbb train penuh..)
24) main ice skating dengan abang ( X )
25) main dekat sunway lagoon dan mandi ( FULFILL lepas kahwin and beranak satu..)
26) Pergi Umrah sama2.. ( Belum FULFILL.. inshaAllah soon.. me pernah doa masa di Mekkah untuk datang ke Mekkah sekali lagi dengan Mazran..)
27) Pergi pejabat agama (ambil kursus khawin) ( Ambik kursus kahwin kat KL Zura ape ntah... bukan di pejabat agama..)
28) Solat kat masjid terapung ( FULFILL)
29) Jalan kat Putrajaya ( X FULFILL.. abang malas drive sampai Putrajaya)
30) pergi picnic dengan abang ( Picnic.. after kahwin and beranak satu baru start picnic)
32) gi makan shakeys ( Makan Shakeys.. after kahwin.. di Selayang Mall.. kebetulan abang nak cari cd Games... hahahah)..
Monday, May 31, 2010
a Letter from me in 2005 ( before married)
2 November 2005
To my dear abang,
When I am with you.. the world and its troubles are nothing to me but a blur…. When I have a bad day I know you are there for me…. Just the same for you if you are having a bad day…. I'll do anything to make you smile, to kiss your soft, sweet lips… to look into those beautiful eyes that sparkle with happiness.. In those eyes I see a fire of passion and safeness. I was about to give up all hope on love until I laid eyes on you.
I always thought love was just a word some say to persuade people into dating. Abang I was wrong.. coz without you I would not be here.. I now realize that you are my reason for waking up in the morning… God put me on this earth to be with you. And I thank Him and pray to Him every night for sending you to me... Everything I have done right and wrong in life I would do it all over again as long as my life and love ended back into your arms and the glorious presence of your smile.. Without you I think that I would be lying in a pile of my own dirt and troubles… You are a falling angel from the heavens
There is no mountain that can reach higher than my love for you.. No river is deeper then the deepest of my love… It stretches for more miles than any ocean can stretch.. It is the kind only people dream about.. All the money in the world or all the joy in the world would never be more important to me than you… You are my life, my soul, my love, my everything.
When I hear your voice my heart stops… And ever since we met, my heart has been beating far more rapidly… Just to have you as mine and be with you is more then I could ask for.. My whole life I thought my perfect love was only my dream, but now that I have found you I can end my search.
I hope that we are together forever coz without you, I will be nothing but a complete wreak. Before you…. I thought of myself as a tiny, no good person. It is imperative that I have your love… to keep myself….. You hold the key to my heart that keeps me in contact with life. Without you I am nothing…..
No other man or anyone will mean as much as you do…. Trust me.. So, in closing, I leave you with this… “I love you more than life itself and more than I love myself - you are my everything”
Love always,
Attilla
To my dear abang,
When I am with you.. the world and its troubles are nothing to me but a blur…. When I have a bad day I know you are there for me…. Just the same for you if you are having a bad day…. I'll do anything to make you smile, to kiss your soft, sweet lips… to look into those beautiful eyes that sparkle with happiness.. In those eyes I see a fire of passion and safeness. I was about to give up all hope on love until I laid eyes on you.
I always thought love was just a word some say to persuade people into dating. Abang I was wrong.. coz without you I would not be here.. I now realize that you are my reason for waking up in the morning… God put me on this earth to be with you. And I thank Him and pray to Him every night for sending you to me... Everything I have done right and wrong in life I would do it all over again as long as my life and love ended back into your arms and the glorious presence of your smile.. Without you I think that I would be lying in a pile of my own dirt and troubles… You are a falling angel from the heavens
There is no mountain that can reach higher than my love for you.. No river is deeper then the deepest of my love… It stretches for more miles than any ocean can stretch.. It is the kind only people dream about.. All the money in the world or all the joy in the world would never be more important to me than you… You are my life, my soul, my love, my everything.
When I hear your voice my heart stops… And ever since we met, my heart has been beating far more rapidly… Just to have you as mine and be with you is more then I could ask for.. My whole life I thought my perfect love was only my dream, but now that I have found you I can end my search.
I hope that we are together forever coz without you, I will be nothing but a complete wreak. Before you…. I thought of myself as a tiny, no good person. It is imperative that I have your love… to keep myself….. You hold the key to my heart that keeps me in contact with life. Without you I am nothing…..
No other man or anyone will mean as much as you do…. Trust me.. So, in closing, I leave you with this… “I love you more than life itself and more than I love myself - you are my everything”
Love always,
Attilla
Sunday, May 30, 2010
A letter from My husband in 2005 ( before Married)
4 April 2005
Kehadapan Ila ku sayang,
Abang sayang sangat kat kepada mu, sayang ku.
Sayanglah cinta pertama abang. Sayanglah
perempuan pertama yang abang pimpin tangan.
Sayanglah perempuan yang pertama yang suap
makanan kat abang. Mak abang pun tak pernah
suap makanan kat abang. Waktu baby atau
toddler dulu pernah la.
Sayang, I'm happy when you're happy. I feel sad,
when you're sad. I hope you'll share your problems
with me. And I'll try to share my problems with
you. But if I feel my problems are too hard for you
to handle, then probably I'll probably keep it to
myself. I don't want to hurt your feelings. I don't
want you to cry. Your tears are too precious. But
strangely I feel closer to you when I comfort you
when you cry.
Sayang, you're always in my heart and I'll always
remember you in every breath that I take. I love
every single thing you do. Although at times, your
actions, test me to be very patience. Patience has
its rewards and good things comes for those who
waits. And I'll always be waiting for you, my love.
Thank for your lovely gift, sayang. Sejadah tu akan
abang sentiasa guna. Bende tu la yang paling
berharga sekali dlm hidup abang. Hadiah2 yg abg
bagi tu tak boleh menyaingi hadiah sayang yg
amat berharga tu.
Kadang2 tu sebak jugak dada bila fikir2 akhirnya
ada juga orang sayang kat aku nie. Yang dapat
menerima ku dgn seadanya. Sebak guna dada bila
akhirnya dpt juga aku rasa erti kemanisan
bercinta. Rasa mcm nak nangis la pulak.
Last but not least, I love you always...always...
and forever, my love.
From Harmonis with Love,
Your abang
I'm in Tears.. baca apa yang my husband wrote to me 5 years ago.. i didnt know he love me that much...
Kehadapan Ila ku sayang,
Abang sayang sangat kat kepada mu, sayang ku.
Sayanglah cinta pertama abang. Sayanglah
perempuan pertama yang abang pimpin tangan.
Sayanglah perempuan yang pertama yang suap
makanan kat abang. Mak abang pun tak pernah
suap makanan kat abang. Waktu baby atau
toddler dulu pernah la.
Sayang, I'm happy when you're happy. I feel sad,
when you're sad. I hope you'll share your problems
with me. And I'll try to share my problems with
you. But if I feel my problems are too hard for you
to handle, then probably I'll probably keep it to
myself. I don't want to hurt your feelings. I don't
want you to cry. Your tears are too precious. But
strangely I feel closer to you when I comfort you
when you cry.
Sayang, you're always in my heart and I'll always
remember you in every breath that I take. I love
every single thing you do. Although at times, your
actions, test me to be very patience. Patience has
its rewards and good things comes for those who
waits. And I'll always be waiting for you, my love.
Thank for your lovely gift, sayang. Sejadah tu akan
abang sentiasa guna. Bende tu la yang paling
berharga sekali dlm hidup abang. Hadiah2 yg abg
bagi tu tak boleh menyaingi hadiah sayang yg
amat berharga tu.
Kadang2 tu sebak jugak dada bila fikir2 akhirnya
ada juga orang sayang kat aku nie. Yang dapat
menerima ku dgn seadanya. Sebak guna dada bila
akhirnya dpt juga aku rasa erti kemanisan
bercinta. Rasa mcm nak nangis la pulak.
Last but not least, I love you always...always...
and forever, my love.
From Harmonis with Love,
Your abang
I'm in Tears.. baca apa yang my husband wrote to me 5 years ago.. i didnt know he love me that much...
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
My biggest worries!!!!
My Biggest worries....... Nak beranak...
In 2008.. ( last two yearslah).. i beranakkan BENJAMIN RAYYAN.. a wonderful son.. dengan cara INDUCE ( beranak paksa).. but normal deliverylah.. dengan keadaan yang cukup memeritkan... i dont really remember how exactly the pain was.. ( memang tue Lumrah Allah SWT bagi kepada setiap ibu.. after two weeks.. you hardly remember mcm mana sakit nak beranak tue)... but i know i was in a total pain masa nak beranak... I remember the first thing that came out from my mouth after delivery Benjamin " That will be our first and our last kid".. ( i said that to Mazran)...
I dont remember how much the pain was masa pantang.. but i know i hardly seat properly.. i was too scared to pee and even to buang air besar.. sbb takut sakit.. and i remembered the only thing that was in my mind masa pantang... " there is no way i'm going to make love with my husband again"... so you can see what i meant with painfull here...
And now.. after two years.. i have to deal with the delivery again!!.. how am i going to deal with it?? ( i dont know!!!).. I only wish that Allah will permudahkan everything for me.... or at least HE can make delivery without feel any pain...hehehehe...
In 2008.. ( last two yearslah).. i beranakkan BENJAMIN RAYYAN.. a wonderful son.. dengan cara INDUCE ( beranak paksa).. but normal deliverylah.. dengan keadaan yang cukup memeritkan... i dont really remember how exactly the pain was.. ( memang tue Lumrah Allah SWT bagi kepada setiap ibu.. after two weeks.. you hardly remember mcm mana sakit nak beranak tue)... but i know i was in a total pain masa nak beranak... I remember the first thing that came out from my mouth after delivery Benjamin " That will be our first and our last kid".. ( i said that to Mazran)...
I dont remember how much the pain was masa pantang.. but i know i hardly seat properly.. i was too scared to pee and even to buang air besar.. sbb takut sakit.. and i remembered the only thing that was in my mind masa pantang... " there is no way i'm going to make love with my husband again"... so you can see what i meant with painfull here...
And now.. after two years.. i have to deal with the delivery again!!.. how am i going to deal with it?? ( i dont know!!!).. I only wish that Allah will permudahkan everything for me.... or at least HE can make delivery without feel any pain...hehehehe...
update!!!!
Wahhh.. rasanya dah bersemak blog nie.. memang lame giler dah x update... Since kahwin i guess boleh kira dengan jari kot berapa kali jer update blog nie...
Yes i was too busy with my life as a mother and a wife... PLUS a STUDENT!! hahahaha..
Anyway just nak mention here...we're( me,mazran and Benjamin) expecting a baby girl this July.. i am 7 months now pregnant....
Both me and Mazran still tengah kebuntuan mencari nama yang terbaik for our dearest daughter.. since Mazran nie jenis kolot ( yang suka nama2 ala2 kampung gitu).. and me jenis yang suka nama2 moden.. so we hardly find a perfect name for our daughter.. asyik nak bergaduh aje bila discuss pasal nama2...hahahahha
My suggestion was : Maleeka Alweena.. i like the sound of it.. and i like the meaning of it.. It means someone that's full of love.. but Mazran rejected it.. sbb dia cakap mcm nama ape ntah!... so he suggested : Siti Aishah.... HE was a FREAK!!! SITI AISHAH??? i knowlah nama tue memang nama yang baik.. i dont deny it.. but commonlah we're in 2010 now.. everyone has nama yang canggih2.. and my daughter pun mestilah nak nama yang moden2 jugak... Since abang dia punya nama ( Benjamin Rayyan).. punyalah ala2 orang putih gitu..!!! hehehe.. takkanlah nama adik nak letak Siti Aishah... heheheheh...
pening... pening......
Oh... Tomorrow is my last paper for final exam.. yahooo!! cant wait untuk habis.. me and my husband have a plan tomorrow.. harap jadilah plan tue... !!!!!
Oklah that's all.......
Yes i was too busy with my life as a mother and a wife... PLUS a STUDENT!! hahahaha..
Anyway just nak mention here...we're( me,mazran and Benjamin) expecting a baby girl this July.. i am 7 months now pregnant....
Both me and Mazran still tengah kebuntuan mencari nama yang terbaik for our dearest daughter.. since Mazran nie jenis kolot ( yang suka nama2 ala2 kampung gitu).. and me jenis yang suka nama2 moden.. so we hardly find a perfect name for our daughter.. asyik nak bergaduh aje bila discuss pasal nama2...hahahahha
My suggestion was : Maleeka Alweena.. i like the sound of it.. and i like the meaning of it.. It means someone that's full of love.. but Mazran rejected it.. sbb dia cakap mcm nama ape ntah!... so he suggested : Siti Aishah.... HE was a FREAK!!! SITI AISHAH??? i knowlah nama tue memang nama yang baik.. i dont deny it.. but commonlah we're in 2010 now.. everyone has nama yang canggih2.. and my daughter pun mestilah nak nama yang moden2 jugak... Since abang dia punya nama ( Benjamin Rayyan).. punyalah ala2 orang putih gitu..!!! hehehe.. takkanlah nama adik nak letak Siti Aishah... heheheheh...
pening... pening......
Oh... Tomorrow is my last paper for final exam.. yahooo!! cant wait untuk habis.. me and my husband have a plan tomorrow.. harap jadilah plan tue... !!!!!
Oklah that's all.......
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